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January 11, 2005
Red Red Wine
Well, I need something to make me forget (tho I don't want to totally forget), but I won't be using red red wine for this purpose. Try to keep my mind busy, and off of things that remind me (tho, lately EVERYTHING I see reminds me of her.)
I have prayed to God a lot lately. For clarity for my head...for relief of my heartache, for relief of my baby's (she's still my baby in my heart- my feelings haven't changed a bit) stress, her heartache, her confusion, etc. I prayed that God would make it clear for both of us and help us back together as soon as possible. I sure hope he was listening and answers these prayers. I just want him to help us both be happy with our lives...happy together if he sees fit. Until the time comes for us to come back to this, I will wait, and I won't forget. I'll keep the door to my heart open, as well as to my head. Everyone tells me I should move on, and I will in a way...but I'll give her the time she needs and wait for her to come back to me. Wishing for that and praying that comes true- it's all I can do right now.
I didn't start listening to this song, because of the lyrics, but I copied them down anyhow...
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Red Red Wine by UB40
Red, red wine
Go to my head
Make me forget that i
Still need her so
Red, red wine
It`s up to you
All I can do, i`ve done
But mem`ries won`t go
mem`ries won`t go
I`d have sworn
That with time
Thoughts of you
Would leave my head
I was wrong
Now I find
Just one thing makes me forget
Red, red wine
Stay close to me
Don`t let me be alone
It`s tearin` apart
My blue, blue heart
I`d have sworn
That with time
Thoughts of you
Would leave my head
I was wrong
Now I find
Just one thing makes me forget
Red, red wine
Stay close to me
Don`t let me be alone
It`s tearin` apart
My blue, blue heart
---rap section---
Red red wine you make me feel so fine
You keep me rocking all of the time
Red red wine you make me feel so grand
I feel a million dollars when your just in my hand
Red red wine you make me feel so sad
Any time I see you go it makes me feel bad
Red red wine you make me feel so fine
Monkey pack him rizla pon the sweet dep line
Red red wine you give me whole heap of zing
Whole heap of zing mek me do me own thing
Redred wine you really know how fi love
Your kind of loving like a blessing from above
Red red wine I love you right from the start
Right from the start with all of my heart
Red red wine in a 80`s style
Red red wine in a modern beat style, yeah
(chorus)
Give me little time, help me clear up me mind
Give me little time, help me clear up me mind
Give me red wine because it make me feel fine
Mek me feel fine all of the time
Red red wine you make me feel so fine
Monkey pack him rizla on the sweet dep line
The line broke, the monkey get choke
Burn bad rizla pon him little rowing boat
Red red wine i`m gonna hold to you
Hold on to you cause I know you love true
Red red wine i`m gonna love you till I die
Love you till I die and that`s no lie
Red red wine can`t get you out my mind
Where ever you maybe i`ll surely find
I`ll surely find make no fuss jus` stick with us.
(chorus)
Red red wine you really know how fi love
Your kind of loving like a blessing from above
Red red wine I love you right from the start
Right from the start with all of my heart
Red red wine you really know how fi love
Your kind of loving like a blessing from above
Red red wine you give me whole heap of zing
Whole heap of zing mek me do me own thing
Red red wine in a 80`s style
Red red wine in a modern beat style, yeah.
Posted by Josh at January 11, 2005 12:25 AM
Comments
What happened? You never posted any info about this women or the relationship.
Posted by: Sydney at January 15, 2005 10:32 PM
im not sure if i posted anything at all. no big deal. who knows what the real deal is with all of it. shes confused. im giving her time. thats all i know really. hopefully well get back together and itll be just the two of us with no distractions.
i guess when i find out, ill mention it sometime here. no telling when ill know anything tho...
Posted by: Joshua Taj Bozeman at January 15, 2005 10:45 PM
oh, and to answer your question. im not really sure what happened. we were together, we loved each other, starting to build something really nice together and suddenly it was all gone. i have talked to her a cpl times since this happened, and some things were cleared up, but ive no idea what the future holds exactly. i hope it goes one way, im sure that much is obvious, but who knows. ill just have to keep my fingers crossed, and whati said before added onto that comment makes it fairly clear how i feel, i guess...
Posted by: Joshua Taj Bozeman at January 15, 2005 11:06 PM