August 24, 2002 (Saturday) 2:00 A.M. CT.

I was watching On The Record on Fox News Channel, and they had an interview with Ozzy Osbourne. This guy is just sad. He has clealy done so many drugs that his brain is completely, 100% fried. He can't even speak in the interview...which is no surprise. He can never talk. Can ANYONE understand what this guy is saying? He is an example of a musician who is overrated...like Michael Jackson, The Beatles, The Grateful Dead, and others...I just mention that, because I can't understand how this guy is popular. The MTV show is just ridiculous...and frankly, rather embarassing...and now, he's on a national news channel making a fool of himself. Not only is his voice so messed up from the decades of drug abuse (no, I don't know him, but we're not idiots), but he stutters worse than anyone I have ever heard. Nothing wrong with stuttering, but if drugs are to blame...then, I feel it's okay to complain about. My main point, this guy is just embarassing...he is a shame...I feel bad for his potty mouthed, freaky kids...

I can't find a damned thing in the newspaper when it comes to finding a job. I swear, they don't list too many jobs to begin with, but all of them require experience or a degree. I swear I mentioned this all before in my journal a few days ago, or was that in an e mail to Lisa only? I forget. Either way, it's hard. I hope I can go to school this spring...it'll make life a lot easier. Don't ask me what I'll go for yet, I haven't figured that out exactly.

Lisa went to bed over an hour ago...which means it was almost 1 my time and 11 her time...maybe it was a little after 1 my time...I forget. Anyhow, that was kinda odd. She never sleeps tho. I'm not mad or anything. I miss her tho. I'm weird, huh? I love her. I just want to be with her in person...so I can kiss her and do all that gushy stuff. She's the greatest person I know, and that's exactly why I love her more than anything on earth. I just wanted you all to know...