Lisa: The Movie
I was watching some movie called LISA earlier on Encore Mystery, but I left, so I taped the end...I remember now that I have seen it before, years ago, but it's good. It's horror sorta...well, mystery, I guess. Makes sense being that it was on the MYSTERY channel. Then again, they always show comedy on Thriller Max and stuff that isn't horror or sci-fi on Showtime Beyond (which I have mentioned here on the site before...it bugs me to no end.) I actually have like 20 mins of it left to watch.
I just ate 500 calories. A whole box of pudding and a bag of popcorn. Does that make me a pig? I wonder...Why does it list the nutritional content (calories, fat, etc.) of UNPOPPED POPcorn? Is it for all of us that eat it unpopped? Plus...how on earth is a serving 170 calories unpopped but only 35 popped? How on earth does heating those little kernels up make popcorn anyhow?! Amazing yet crazy shit if you ask me. Wait...what on earth are kernels anyhow? I mean I've seen corn and I don't remember seeing little rock hard brown pellets! Does this make me an idiot?!
I made two CD's today...music you listen to constantly with winamp sounds a thousand times better on $600 worth of speakers. Am I the only one amazed by the fact that we can make our own CD's when forever it was limited to some factory?
I printed out a calendar and penciled in the days MURDER IN MIND airs on BBC America. I know, I have mentioned this show before as well...I'll keep repeating myself anyhow.
The popcorn box says it contains milk and eggs. Where does egg come in to play in popcorn flavoring? Butter flavored...I don't see the need for eggs. Then again I'm not a chef.
I feel as tho my little issue has caused way too many problems. Lisa says this isn't the case exactly...but in the end- it really has caused me to lose her. If I were stronger and never had to deal with this, I'm pretty sure she would have never felt the need to leave. I really don't think you can know you're not right for someone (especially after nearly 2 years) if you have never kissed. I feel sorta like I'm being punished for being who I am...for things that are out of my control. I really think we made a great couple and that we would have made an even better couple given the chance to be together in person. I just keep hoping, tho I'm told not. When you feel something this strong in your heart, I think it's nearly impossible to just give up. Something keeps telling me not to...that this past year and a half wasn't for nothing...that it wasn't fruitless. That, sometime, someday it'll blossom again. I don't know. But, I also think that she doesn't know for sure either, and it's not fair to say either of us do. I guess I shouldn't even be talking about this at all...
I left the house after midnight to drop off some books and videos in the drop box at the library and on the way home I was listening to JAZZ AFTER HOURS, and I heard a great song...I went inside and typed in some info. I got from the guy, I couldn't tell what the band name was, so I put in some other stuff he mentioned and I found the band's site...now I just need to figure out how to get their CD.
Posted by Josh at May 25, 2003 02:19 AM
Lisa: The Movie
I was watching some movie called LISA earlier on Encore Mystery, but I left, so I taped the end...I remember now that I have seen it before, years ago, but it's good. It's horror sorta...well, mystery, I guess. Makes sense being that it was on the MYSTERY channel. Then again, they always show comedy on Thriller Max and stuff that isn't horror or sci-fi on Showtime Beyond (which I have mentioned here on the site before...it bugs me to no end.) I actually have like 20 mins of it left to watch.
I just ate 500 calories. A whole box of pudding and a bag of popcorn. Does that make me a pig? I wonder...Why does it list the nutritional content (calories, fat, etc.) of UNPOPPED POPcorn? Is it for all of us that eat it unpopped? Plus...how on earth is a serving 170 calories unpopped but only 35 popped? How on earth does heating those little kernels up make popcorn anyhow?! Amazing yet crazy shit if you ask me. Wait...what on earth are kernels anyhow? I mean I've seen corn and I don't remember seeing little rock hard brown pellets! Does this make me an idiot?!
I made two CD's today...music you listen to constantly with winamp sounds a thousand times better on $600 worth of speakers. Am I the only one amazed by the fact that we can make our own CD's when forever it was limited to some factory?
I printed out a calendar and penciled in the days MURDER IN MIND airs on BBC America. I know, I have mentioned this show before as well...I'll keep repeating myself anyhow.
The popcorn box says it contains milk and eggs. Where does egg come in to play in popcorn flavoring? Butter flavored...I don't see the need for eggs. Then again I'm not a chef.
I feel as tho my little issue has caused way too many problems. Lisa says this isn't the case exactly...but in the end- it really has caused me to lose her. If I were stronger and never had to deal with this, I'm pretty sure she would have never felt the need to leave. I really don't think you can know you're not right for someone (especially after nearly 2 years) if you have never kissed. I feel sorta like I'm being punished for being who I am...for things that are out of my control. I really think we made a great couple and that we would have made an even better couple given the chance to be together in person. I just keep hoping, tho I'm told not. When you feel something this strong in your heart, I think it's nearly impossible to just give up. Something keeps telling me not to...that this past year and a half wasn't for nothing...that it wasn't fruitless. That, sometime, someday it'll blossom again. I don't know. But, I also think that she doesn't know for sure either, and it's not fair to say either of us do. I guess I shouldn't even be talking about this at all...
I left the house after midnight to drop off some books and videos in the drop box at the library and on the way home I was listening to JAZZ AFTER HOURS, and I heard a great song...I went inside and typed in some info. I got from the guy, I couldn't tell what the band name was, so I put in some other stuff he mentioned and I found the band's site...now I just need to figure out how to get their CD.
Posted by Josh at May 25, 2003 02:19 AM