i hope thats the case and i hope that time and space make things right. i just cant the thought out of my head that shell never change her mind. i feel like such an idiot. i wish i could just go back a month ago and tell her ill let her take a break. im just so scared that ill keep being her friend, holding out all hope that shell come back to me, and then she never will. i know myself...ill wait forever, but thatll hurt even more. not knowing is what scares me the most probably. well. maybe not. both scare me. not having her AND not knowing if ill get her back. i just need to shut up about it...and keep praying that god helps me make things right. i know this was meant to be, i have faith shell see that too. it just hurts so bad :( im such a baby, huh?
Posted by: Joshua Taj Bozeman at April 28, 2003 10:04 AMI know you are hurting but give it sometime. I agree with Icee....Lisa needs some space, time to think, find some direction. Give her that. It seems like you are the only one struggling for clarity, but she is too. She's probably just handling it better.
Posted by: Crazy at April 28, 2003 09:39 AMthanks icee :( i pray everything works out. and crazy, im trying to cool it a bit, but its so hard. i hear her voice and all the emotions just flood into my head and my heart...and i remember all the beautiful things we have shared and how well we got along and the best friends we were. its hard not to tell her whats running thru my head...the emotions that i cant stop coming out, no matter how hard i try. its so hard not to fight for whats important to you in life. i just have hope that things will come back together like they were- i know theyre meant to be that way...so in time, itll work. i believe that. i hope she does too, but im not sure. i do tho...
Posted by: Joshua Taj Bozeman at April 28, 2003 05:11 AMUmm....I'm guessing you should cool it a bit Josh.
Posted by: Crazy at April 27, 2003 08:12 PMAm not an expert on love and probably would never be but, am guessing she needs space? I mean, everyone needs it an..
am gonna stop right here so i dont make you more confused.
ill pray for you.
Posted by: Icee at April 27, 2003 08:04 PM
Confusion
You know. I'm even more lost than I was yesterday. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused and I'm so scared. She says she's still in love with me, and that it's not me, it's nothing I did...so why are we not together? I don't get it. She just says she doesn't want a boyfriend at all right now, and when she does want one...maybe we'll be together again. How can anyone say that? It makes no sense.
Lisa...I love you. I'm here for you...I will support you thru whatever. You know all of that. You know the wonderful couple we make...how happy we are together, how we compliment each other so perfectly. You know deep down that we're supposed to be together...I feel like a part of me is gone without you. I don't like that feeling, and I only know of one way to get rid of it- making things right. With US.
Give me a chance, Lisa. All I'm asking for is a chance. I'm still not even sure what your reasons are...but, give me a chance. I won't be gone...I'll be there for you to lean on always. I promise you that much from the bottom of my heart. I'm not going anywhere. Just give me and give us a chance to work...Please? I love you more than anything in this world, Lisa...and I'm sure I always will...Remember that, and remember how great we were together. I pray you might the right decision...
I know everyone agrees :) So, share your opinion on the subject....
Posted by Josh at April 27, 2003 07:46 PM