Weird. I went to Best Buy to get either the Bruce Hornsby CD, a DVD, or both- ended up getting Monk season 1 on DVD...I saw a guy I went to high school with who works there. We talked for a bit- we were close at one time, really good friends, but he started hanging out with other people and we lost touch- we were friends in grade school, then I switched grade schools, then in jr high we knew each other, but we were close in high school from band- hung out a lot on out band trip to florida, that sorta thing. I was nervous, because...well, I'm always nervous talking to people, especially people I haven't seen in forever, and especially when I don't have much I can think of to say.
So, I was looking thru the tv shows DVD section...and horror movies, and he walked up every once in a while and was asking if I talked to anyone from school, what was going on with me, that sort of thing. I left, blah blah blah....came home and checked my mail really quick, and I noticed Kaleah was on- the girl I was with for like 2 days, then she up and changed her mind and decided she liked me and all, but nothing was gonna happen...and we stopped talking when she wouldn't answer her phone for some reason and she got all pissed at me. Anyhow- point is, I just imed her and said 'hey, it's kaleah,' because I never see her name online and I'm usually not even signed on to AIM. So, she actually replied which was weird...chatted for a few mins, what's new, how are things, what are you up to- stuff. The norm, I guess.
I being the type of person I am- yeah, that makes sense, I found it a bit upsetting. Well, just because I really liked the girl, I thought we made this really great connection, and really quickly, so that was unusual for me for one, and 2. I don't usually like a lot of people (in that way...I'm not some ass who hates everyone.) And, since I'm totally honest, open, and unashamed, I'll mention that- I missed her a lot since we stopped talking. I missed what it felt like to talk to an amazing person and have this weird connection with someone that was really strong, even tho we hadn't know each other very long. I don't think, in the end, she really liked me- I think maybe she was bored and wanted to have someone to take her mind off her recent breakup, but who knows in the end. I can't read people's minds, and she's surely no exception. Oh well, whatever...can't change the past, and I can't control the way people act, tho sometimes, it'd be nice.
I need to tape the other 2 hrs of The Grid onto tape then make a copy of that tape (I want a copy for myself), and send it off to this girl I contacted online. She sent her tape off on Aug 11, and I still haven't found the time to sit down and watch the final 2 hrs and copy a tape and send it off to her. I feel bad...hope she doesn't think poorly of me because of it. I care too much about what people think, even strangers who I am merely trading tapes with online. Oh well. I need to try to get those two hours on tape and make a complete copy for myself sometime tonight so I can have my dad mail it off tomorrow for me. I have no idea where the post office is to start with, and he works there, so he'll be there anyhow.
Anyhow...I guess I'll be off. Need something to drink. I want some funnel cake. I need a deep fryer. Oh, need to renew my web hosting package by Sept 6. Need to do that this Friday. $95 for a yr...isn't too bad, because I get a lot of bandwidth and tons of space.
Posted by Josh at August 17, 2004 06:34 PM | TrackBack